i want to hug her and die in her arms

i want to hug her and die in her arms
her arms squeezing me, tighter, tighter
my bones straining against the pressure
breath pushed out from my lungs
my body screaming as i
shatter within her grasp
my body flies in pieces
against the walls
staining them with my blood
except there are no walls
and so i fly, i fly onwards
shards into the sheltering sky
piercing beyond the great barrier
seeing things unspeakable
the reason for our flaws
the answer to what is
the face of the I Am
the loving hands that crafted death
as i uncover the secrets hidden
from the beginning of time
and my conciousness fades
below the noise floor of the universe
i will rest in her arms
still breathing, still breathing
i hear her voice
like a star shooting
across the night sky